I see a nice Camaro I want it
I see a nice Bimmer I want it
I see a nice Ducati I want it
I ask myself, whatever this is I am doing, is it worth it?
I can buy a nice car but what is it that's holding me to buy it?
I am trying to be frugal as much as I can so I can invest it instead of spending it but is it all worth it? I am controlling myself not to buy expensive stuffs so I can achieve the freedom that I always been wanting.
Here's what I do whenever I see a nice Ducati roaring its aftermarket exhaust in the street or a nice bummer with its nice sound system and elegant dashboard. I just tell myself that the satisfaction I get when I buy one of those material thing slash status symbol will only last 2 months of satisfaction. After two months I know that the satisfaction will diminish little by little and that thing will only be an object. Just a thing with wheels. And I know I will blame myself why i bought it. But how come whenever I see a nice car or a nice bike I always feel impress and it makes me wanna feel to own one of those fancy toys. Maybe I envy them that they have nice toys and I don't. Maybe I am just a human being wanted material things. Whatever it is I am feeling whenever I see nice toys I don't like it coz it makes me want to want it. I know its wrong but I have to be honest to myself. I know I want it but I know the satisfaction that I will get from that material thing is temporary and I know that if I buy it I will blame myself for buying it thats why I am not impulse buying. For the meantime what I can do is be amaze on this beautiful pieces of machinery that man have made and appreciate its beauty. What can I do, Im a bike enthusiast and a car enthusiast. Maybe in the future I will stop longing for material stuff that I don't need and be content on what I have. Anyway I am just a human, I get sinned.